sometimes...
Journal Entry: Sun Aug 19, 2007, 1:14 PM
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- Reading: Garth Nix
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crappy tittle but whos gonna care?
im in such a mood now!
really, i wanna say something but i cant think of anything for now.
... wait... i might say something about when i was younger!
well i was and still am a normal girl, i had friends and all the good stuff, i mean, i had friends but every one starts to crawl away slowly without saying anything...
it hurts.
my mother says when i was younger i loved to give everything to my friends (objects)...
but after a time i knew that they just used me... never again i was the same.
i had this friend, her name is Priscila.
she is a beautifull girl, almost looked like me, we were like sisters. we had the same tastes and stuff.
it was fun.
people sometimes were confused cuz we looked almost the same, they called me Priscila and her Jacinta, it was hilarious.
oh and sometimes we teamed up and we skyved from school and go to the beach (it was near the school)
well, she smoked and she was just 14, but i didnt mind, she was a friend not a puppet i could use when i wanted something.
good memories... *cries*
seriously, i miss her soo much, i just want to close my eyes and be with her again and have fun again, smile and hang around with friends.
(no im not a lesbo but friends are friends)
i lost contact with her ever since i got to england, she cried alot when she was saying goodbye.
"its hard i know, but we are still friends right? " i said.
"friends to the end" she replied back.
i hugged her and gone to the airport.
well and here i am now, in england.
i hate it here!
i just wanna get to be 17 and get the hell out of here, i wanna get to america and get to colege. thats what i want!
*sigh*
all of this happenned to me, i cried.
but now, im different. i try to be a normal person but all i can do and want is to be alone in my room for the next 2 years...
*takes her glasses out and rubs her eyes*
mhmmm... sorry you guys if i made this a bit sad and crappy, but i wanted this out of my chest.
~* Priscila bento coniche, 4ever in my heart *~
i miss you soo much...
okay, im done, sorry again..
ciao.
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Devious Comments
When a Girl is quiet ...
millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering
how long you will be around.
When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.
When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.
When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....
Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns
to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '
If you open this you have to repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the rest of your life!!!!!
If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend. If you have a lot of love for someone. copy and send this to your whole list. In 5 minutes your true love will call or message you.
Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at approx. 1:42pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere.
So get ready for the biggest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you will be cursed with relationship problems for the most important
time
of your life. send this to 15 people in 15 minutes to carry on the chain...and spare yourself the emotional stress.
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"Kaze No Breezu" ~ AnnamaeTezuka <[link]
If you've been poked it shows that you are either a very good friend or a very good artist. If you have been poked then you must poke at least five people on DA that you view as a great friend or a great artist as well as the one who poked you. Happy Poking!
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"Kaze No Breezu" ~ AnnamaeTezuka <[link]
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My name is Catt. Here me roar.
..R A W R !!
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Sorcerer: By the twelve whispers of Slaanesh, we-
Noise Marine Initiate: Dude, why does Slaanesh whisper? Can't he just, talk? Its hard to hear somebody whisper, especially across the immaterial gap!
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Amongst chaos everyone becomes a philosipher~
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be my unholy...
my one and mine only~
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Amongst chaos everyone becomes a philosipher~
I felt like you acted it
but i guess you have a point
after all this its hard to remember
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be my unholy...
my one and mine only~
you act as if i'm nothing
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be my unholy...
my one and mine only~
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Amongst chaos everyone becomes a philosipher~
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The Cold Blood Of The Hangman, Its Strong Inside Of Your Veins
Cruelty Of The Hell Increases The Desire To Kill
Tell me what's in your dreams, All those scenes from the past
Tell Me How Can You Sleep, How Can You Relax
Every Ni
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Amongst chaos everyone becomes a philosipher~
--
"Kaze No Breezu" ~ AnnamaeTezuka <[link]
--
The Cold Blood Of The Hangman, Its Strong Inside Of Your Veins
Cruelty Of The Hell Increases The Desire To Kill
Tell me what's in your dreams, All those scenes from the past
Tell Me How Can You Sleep, How Can You Relax
Every Ni
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"Kaze No Breezu" ~ AnnamaeTezuka <[link]
He said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said...
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...
SO NOW I WILL SAY:
I like you because of who you are to me...A true friend.
And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint.
Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.
Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow.
It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere.
Get ready for the biggest shock of your life.
Please send to 15 people in 15 minutes.
Remember:
"A good friend will come bail you out of jail....
But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying ...
WE screwed up, but we had fun! "
Proud to be your Friend!
Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead.
I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper.
The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.
I've learned...that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.
I've learned...that money doesn't buy class.
I've learned...that it's those small daily
happenings that make life so spectacular.
I've learned...that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.
I've learned...that the Lord didn't do it all in one day.
What makes me think I can?
I've learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts.
I've learned.
I've learned...that the less time I have to work, the more things I get done.
To all of you...make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.
Show your friends how much you care.
Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, even if it means
sending it back to the person who sent it to you.
If it comes back to you, then you'll know you have
a circle of friends
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The Cold Blood Of The Hangman, Its Strong Inside Of Your Veins
Cruelty Of The Hell Increases The Desire To Kill
Tell me what's in your dreams, All those scenes from the past
Tell Me How Can You Sleep, How Can You Relax
Every Ni
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sorry my english is poor and bad ^^
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As the late Colonel Sanders once said, "I'm too drunk to taste this chicken."
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