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crappy tittle but whos gonna care?
im in such a mood now!
really, i wanna say something but i cant think of anything for now.

... wait... i might say something about when i was younger!

well i was and still am a normal girl, i had friends and all the good stuff, i mean, i had friends but every one starts to crawl away slowly without saying anything...
it hurts.
my mother says when i was younger i loved to give everything to my friends (objects)...
but after a time i knew that they just used me... never again i was the same.

i had this friend, her name is Priscila.
she is a beautifull girl, almost looked like me, we were like sisters. we had the same tastes and stuff.
it was fun.
people sometimes were confused cuz we looked almost the same, they called me Priscila and her Jacinta, it was hilarious.
oh and sometimes we teamed up and we skyved from school and go to the beach (it was near the school)
well, she smoked and she was just 14, but i didnt mind, she was a friend not a puppet i could use when i wanted something.
good memories... *cries*
seriously, i miss her soo much, i just want to close my eyes and be with her again and have fun again, smile and hang around with friends.
(no im not a lesbo but friends are friends)

i lost contact with her ever since i got to england, she cried alot when she was saying goodbye.
"its hard i know, but we are still friends right? " i said.
"friends to the end" she replied back.
i hugged her and gone to the airport.

well and here i am now, in england.
i hate it here!
i just wanna get to be 17 and get the hell out of here, i wanna get to america and get to colege. thats what i want!

*sigh*

all of this happenned to me, i cried.
but now, im different. i try to be a normal person but all i can do and want is to be alone in my room for the next 2 years...

*takes her glasses out and rubs her eyes*

mhmmm... sorry you guys if i made this a bit sad and crappy, but i wanted this out of my chest.

~* Priscila bento coniche, 4ever in my heart *~

i miss you soo much...

okay, im done, sorry again..
ciao.

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